Saturday, July 5, 2008

My problem of lying

Okay this is no adevnture , you might say .. but as you read along ... you'l find many of my adventures .. Yes yes everyone lies , what is new that I lie ?? eh?? you see people lie so that they are not blamed of sumthing they did , I lie because I want to be blamed for something I didnt do .
Yes that is me , I am really weird in normal situations , and trust me there is no answer of why I want to be blamed . Okay I agree that want to be famous , but not this way , and to tell you honestly no one can understand this , I will really love talk to a person who lies to get into trouble .

So this first incident is when I was in the ninth grade . I had a very good friend , Harshit , who gave me his library book to get it reissued , coz he had some work in the computer lab . So I took my book along with his book and I got both of them reissued . Everything was going fine . No problems . But then .. as the period got over and I returned to the class , I realised that I forgot his book . I got scared and as Harshit came to me , where the book is .... I LIED to him that the book is in his bag . I could have told him easily that i forgot the book in library but no I had to lie .. and so I did .. I told him its in his bag . Well ofcourse book was'nt there in his bag ..
And so the story began , I was blamed for stealing a book , My classteacher , Mrs. Pratibha Nath , she took situation in her hand and asked me several times , did I really steal the book . She really trusted me and loved me .. and she knew it that I did'n steal but she could not do anything . This was not his .. , Harshit's mother called at my place to tell my parents that I have stolen a his son's book . And my parents , already upset with me not exceling in studies , got more angry .
BOY!!! parents sometimes think too much about their kids !!
Anyways the week got over and me and harshit went to the library period .. and we talked to asst. librarian about the current situation .. she told us to check in the shelves . I just prayed to GOD that the book should be there in the shelf and no one else shud have had it issued , but considering the fact that exams were near and kids were getting almost all the refrence books issued the chances of my wish happening were quite slim . We checked first shelf , second shelf , third .. I remeber there were about 15 shelfes of refrence books for ninth class and as we were checking shelves .. my wish seem to be miles and miles far . But as we moved to the seventh shelf , My eyes moved to a book " quantum physics - class IX " , a dusty red coloured cover and soon as I picked it up , I said YEA!!!!!! , I found it . And I told harshit " see I didnt steal the book , it was here only " . But he did not believe and soon came the reply from his side " You must have hid this book a day before " . I could not believe my ears . One of my close firends did not believe ME , He thought of me as a thief . And since then , he did not remain in my company a lot as he used to do . And to tell the truth if I still tell him that I did not steal his book , He still wont believe me , and I wont be surprised .
Many incidents like this have happened and I have continued to lie wothout any good reason and kept getting myself into world of trouble . And I know that I have lost many people who were very close to me , just like Harshit . Only if I didnt lie .....
Who knows .. I might have written some lies in this post too ..

PS: harshit if you have read this , desperatly need some compliments .
and if you are not Harshit , I really do need comments ...

2 comments:

Arpit Kumar said...

LIAR LIAR !!!! actually i am going thru something similar too . u gave me a good idea for my next blog so keep looking .

aneesh said...

Well u guessed it right it may be just an attention seeking problem ... Or maybe as we discussed it was instinctive or JLT ..... So whatever it was , now u don't need it coz u are a rockstar hogging all the attention .... Well it was brave on your part to tell this that bluntly....