the fuckups

yes so i am single again !! it does not end for i guess. but den as u might have read dis tiem i thought it was it but then i messed it up again .i sometimes fail to understand myself . Why i do such stuff.Everytime i have something good going for i fuck it all up . I'll share a secret with u guys this time around . I am like this only . I just want more and more in my life i guess.. I fuck everytime up. Its my problem , i am selfish and i am egotistical to such an extent that nobody likes to be with me . As a riend everyones okay but when it comes to relationships everyone ikes to keep there distance. I am so annoyed at myself thee days that cant think of anything else but ending it rather . It's not because of the break up but the manner in which it happened. I had everygoing my wy , one problem and i got so fucking impatient that i fucked it . i have to deal with probably the hardest and the most crucial time and dis is what i do to myself. anyways i wish that girl of mine a very good luck in life and would like to publicaly apologise for being rude and mean to her . the name is richa sabherwal..